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Legacy Letter from El Patrón to Shakirin Zayyan Bin Kamarulariffin Morshidi

To my son, Shakirin Zayyan bin Kamarulariffin Morshidi, You came into this world on a Friday.28 of March 2025,0930,Hospital Putra Melaka, the same day Jumu'ah angels line the roads and blessings descend. From the moment I held you, I knew my journey had a deeper purpose. You are the fire I pass down. My life wasn’t handed to me — I built it. From the soil of Sarawak to the grit of Melbourne, to the sweat I pour into this land we now call home. Every brand I touch, every room I design, every sen I earn — it’s not just for me. It’s for you . You are my reason to rise early and sleep late. To take the hits, keep pushing, and move in silence when the world’s too loud. You’ve got something rare, my son. You were born with the soul of a healer and the heart of a leader. That fire in you — it’s the same one I carry, but you’ve also been blessed with a depth I had to fight to earn. One day, you’ll read this and understand: “I didn’t just want to raise a son. I wanted to raise a king .” ...
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Life update

 Alhamdulillah.. all praise to be Allah kerana masih bernafas!  Its 2024 and we are still here in Melbourne. Now its 2.05am in the morning and both of us still wide awake.. lol.. Anyway, Shafy my lovely is now soon to be my Baby Mommy. What does it mean? Yes.. she’s is 24 weeks pregnant. Alhamdulillah. And its a boy. We havent decided the name yet. But probably Shakir? Or Shahir? Or Shauqi or Shawal..or….Shamsul.. kita tengok la nanti nama apa aku bagi. Its gonna be another 4 months before the baby is out to this world! Im so excited! inshaAllah. Semoga anak yg bakal dilahirkan sihat tubuh, sempurna akhlak nya, fizikal dan mental nya,rohani dan jasmaninya. Taat kepada orang tua, sopan santun, dan menjadi anak yg soleh, berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.  Okay, currently, I’m working as Print Operator at ABC Photosigns,  company specializing in real estate signage and marketing services, operating primarily in Australia and  New Zealand. Established in 1999, the compa...

Success is a journey, not a destination

So now I'm working on two Jobs, both are part time jobs. Job no.1; working with Newspaper Company in the early morning. I mean really really early like 5am. So I have to wake up at 4am and snooze for 20 minutes and then I leave the house around 4.35am ish. But what I like about this job is I actually have time for Tahajjud Prayer. Alhamdulillah. and for Fajr Prayer, I will be praying anywhere on the street. Basically, roads are empty tapi bukanlah totally empty, ada la orang kerja deliver buah-buah, susu ,stock makanan and so on. Termasuklah aku. Distributing Newspaper to houses and offices. Job no.2; Working as front of house of Nasi Lemak house. kerja waiter la senang cerita. Cashier, hantar makanan. Layan customer and bla bla bla. The best thing about this job is aku boleh makan makanan yang halal as staff meal. Halal. walaupun takla 100% sama macam kat Malaysia, but bolehla masok dalam tekak ni. Ko ingat makanan kat negara orang putih ni sedap? nasibla dekat Melbourne se...

Australia.

Sudah masuk tahun ke 3 aku dan isteriku, Shafinaz berada di negara Australia,Alhamdulillah so far I have no complaints apart from my favorite foods and also keluarga yang tercinta. Pengorbanan dan penghijrahan kami berdua disokong penuh oleh kaum keluarga kami yang berada di Malaysia. Namun, berjauhan bukanlah perkara yang senang dan main main. Shafy masih melanjutkan pelajarannya dalam Ijazah bidang pengurusan hospitaliti ( Bachelor in hospitality management) dan aku pula masih bekerja bukan dalam bidang yang aku inginkan. Tapi bersyukurlah yang kini aku mempunyai kerja. Well,its a bread and butter jobs, but thats alright. Better dari mengemis di jalanan.Syukur ... So many things in my mind, kalau boleh semua benda aku nak buat, but aku tak sure nak start from where..  Cita-cita belom lagi tercapai, Apa yang aku nak sebenarnya? oh ya, I want to be a Lecturer, Nak sambung study sampai PHD. I want to make my family proud. especially my mom. Mak aku asyik tanya je bil...

What now?

8/12/2016 Kuasa ALLAH memang tak dapat nak dipertikaikan. Rezeki yang Allah berikan kepadaku amatlah aku syukuri. Terima Kasih Allah. Masalah akan sentiasa melanda. Itu memang pasti. Apa yang terjadi terhadap diri mungkin Allah yang lebih mengetahui. Sakit yang dirasa. Orang yang datang, So called "circle"...semuanya ketentuan Allah. So Aku kena percaya yang Qada' dan Qadar memang wujud dan benar benar berlaku. I always remind myself about "when you do something good. Something better will come to you and when you do something bad, something worst surely follow you from behind". You know what I'm saying? Contoh, berbusiness. Senang ceritala. berniaga ni memang ada naik dan turun. sale tak bagus. dengan factor ekonomi yang semakin parah sekarang. and sekarang pulak hujung tahun.hari hujan and so on.and also It depends on how you control your emotions. Controlling your staff. Everything must be very detail. I'm still trying to control my "an...

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum, syukur kepada Illahi kerana masih lagi bernafas. dan jugak aku bersyukur kerana aku sudah pun berkahwin. well, doa aku di makbul Allah. aku berkahwin pada 6 February 2016. Kini aku menetap di Melaka. Isteriku bernama Shafinaz Shahar.Kini umurnya 22 tahun. Kuasa Tuhan.Sekali dia bagi..BAM..all praised to be ALLAH the Almighty! Kini aku mengurus kedai makan di Melaka. Borders Tea Melaka.Walaupun jauh dari apa yang aku nak.Tapi aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk aku bangunkan. Borders Tea Melaka sebenarnya di miliki oleh keluarga isteriku. Aku hanyalah membantu sahaja. But since I'm the husband of my wife.(of course), secara tak langsung.Aku pun jadi BOSS. Dengan mengejut. sewaktu aku menyambut kerja ni.aku hanyalah seorang student biasa yang belajar di sebuah Universiti swasta di Sarawak.Swinburne University. Isteriku la yang banyak membantu.Membantu dari segi kewangan.

Don't waste more time

Im writing this blog because i couldnt sleep and now is 3.51am in the morning.Just got back from my friend's crib,Qayyum. Chill a lil bit.well, since 3 o'clock in the afternoon.after i sent my lil bro to his teacher's crib doin his revision for History subject. SPM is just around the corner.Good kid tho. I know he will become successful person one day! Im 100% sure! In Sha Allah. Amen. Anyway,thats not reason im writing This blog tonght..err.morning..it has been awhile now.what makes my mind confused now is about what i want and what she wants. "She" is refering to the one and only love of my life, the apple of my eye.my other half.my gf,soon to be wife, Shafinaz Shahar.In Sha Allah.(Please say ameen). Lol First,What i want is to make my family proud especially my dearest Mom,the woman that keeps me alive until now. Eventhough i have issues with em sometimes. But i still love you,mom. And dad too lah. Thats all.i need to focus on my studies.